Every time I’m falling down
And every time I keep on going
Keep on fighting
Fighting for my life
But hey…..

Nobody really seems to know
Nobody really seems to hear me
Screaming, crying, dying from the inside
Dying from the inside
Out

I’m Lying on the floor of a cold dark room
Waking up out of anxiety
Realizing what has happened
Realizing no-one’s there to help
And so…..

Nobody really seems to know
Nobody really seems to hear me
Screaming, crying, dying from the inside
Dying from the inside
Out

And then…..
I dunno where I belong
And all the people they are wrong
Can I get all over this
Can I be myself some day?
But hey…..

Nobody really seems to know
Nobody really seems to hear me
Screaming, crying, dying from the inside
Dying from the inside
Out

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To get to the point of explaining immediately, I’m looking for a song. Well actually my grandma is, she called me yesterday and asked me if I can download a song for her, part of the song was the sentence “Darling it is true”. She add that it was part of a commercial break with pie, and cake. I really couldn’t figure out which commercial she meant, but after long thinking I thought about the commercial of Dr. Oetker, where a guy is giving muffins to classmates. So I looked that up and YES that was it…but still I can’t find the song so if anyone knows from who the song is and stuff please let me know! Click for commercial

Well to get back to other stuff, it has been a boring day, I don’t feel like doing anything so I didn’t do anything, that makes sense right?
I’m just missing something in my life, but I don’t know what, don’t know I will ever find it, it’s like an empty space somewhere in myself or something. I’m like in a conflict between badly wanting something, and the question if I will ever be able to. Then I’m confident, and one second later I’m in total doubt.

Oh and switching to F1 again, maybe Raikkonen looses his championship cause 4 cars had some sort of illegal fuel in their cars, officially they aren’t punished or disqualified but of course Mclaren goes for higher. They finished in front of the runner up of the championship(who is driving for Mclaren), and if they will be disqualified he wins some places in last race and wins the championship after all! My god! I so hope that’s not going to happen!

@ Nikki, thanks I need to buy new pare of shoes though same kind of course! These are worn out.

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