Ah well does perfect even exists? I mean like, perfect isn’t good enough, it can always be better than perfect, right?

Today was that meeting about schizophrenia where we watched the movie “A beautiful mind”. I had seen the movie once before and remembered that when I watched it the first time even though I knew the subject I first didn’t realise it before he went to the psychiatric hospital. It’s a good movie that shows you how a schizophrenic mind can be. It’s rather difficult to say how to handle it, sometimes you can just go with them in their believing, sometimes it’s better to say that you see things differently for example.

Tomorrow I have to go to UMC Utrecht, the hospital where I have been for like 9 months for my problems. I have to come because I participated in a test where they want to get to know about psychoses under adolescents, I had to come back after 9, 18, and 24 months and now it has been 18 months after my last checkup so. I think it will be very weird to come back there, see everything, maybe see some people who knew me and stuff.

But today was a good day, a very interesting day!

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The Netherlands have gathered themselves a place in the Euro 2008 soccer competition! With an 1-0 win against Luxembourg. Well I’m not really a fan or something, I only watch the matches the national team has to play cause mainly soccer just sucks. I lately hated the way our national team has been playing, it just is no good. No chances being created no attacking style of play which I like to see. Yesterday they did create chances so I was like WOW that’s what I like to see, but this time all great chances where wasted with bad finishing so it was only a 1-0 win. Just statistics I believe we are 7th of the world and Luxembourg 150 or somewhere near there. So this is just not an acceptable score so the team still sucks. But hey I keep watching hoping we will become the champions!

So that was soccer…over to???

@ Nikki, you are so right that KC song perfectly fits the situation, thanks for your advice and stuff. Still I think I’m going for the “calling myself sick” thing, I told my mams about it she was like; I have a pair of weddingthingies gloves, she’d be happy to look for, but I just said I don’t know. Also the thing of telling one person at work is really not getting out of my mind, so I don’t know which option to choose yet. Just difficult.

Yesterday Donnie Darko was on BBC1, I watched it again it still stays a great movie! Although I don’t get the last part anymore while I thought I did understand that part before. So if you are looking for a good movie to rent or something Donnie Darko is the one!

Thanks for the comment: Nikki

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