So coming Wednesday I am supposed to become a bride as I said in earlier post. Now last night I was thinking I am supposed to wear a dress I thought it would be all cool and looked forward to it until I thought MY GOD dresses are short sleeved then they will see my arms so now I’m kinda like I should call myself sick that day, cause well they don’t know anything about my past, and well it’s just weird. I mean working in a sort of mental house while I have been depressed and stuff is not like very common. So I don’t know what to do with this situation right now.

Anyways I want to start with cycling (not just cycling on a city-bike or something, but like on a race-bike). Although its really expensive I have a budget so I can start with a cheap bike and stuff, you got to start somewhere ey. In my hometown there is a cycling-club, and last Wednesday evening I went there for some information. Next week I might start with looking for a bike so.

Monday I will be going to some sort of information day about schizophrenia organised by the institution I work for. We will watch the movie ‘A beautiful mind’ and afterwards discuss about it, and ‘learn’ how to handle with people who have been diagnosed with it. I will go there with a classmate who was allowed to come with me although she doesn’t work there.

My room is big mess so today I have planned to clean it up, oh and a mass load of homework I still have to make *sigh* I hate homework.

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Wow I haven’t been posting anything lately, which was caused by my mood of not wanting to do anything. But as you can see I changed my layout! It’s dr. House as in the series ‘House’ I just love that serie!

So today school started again after another week being home and free of school. Oh and teachers…don’t ever get to know them, they don’t know a fucking thing. A teacher had suppose to teach us, but he didn’t know he had to, so it ended up being free for the last few hours. So me and 3 classmates went outside smoking (they did, not me :wink:) and keep chit chatting about everything so we ended up staying outside for 1 hour, before we decided we had it too cold to stay any longer brrrr. Anyways I enjoyed it.

Next week, hmm the 21th I think, then I will become a bride , at work there is going to be this party for the people who kinda live there, they are going to show dresses and stuff by walking over a catwalk and so on, so me is going to do that with some colleagues, it sounds real cool and there is going to be this big pie. And we all get our hair done in a special way so yeah I bet the people will love it!

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