So I’m in doubt if I accept my life the way it is now, or do I want more (meaning feeling better and be more social). Then I come to the point is that possible? Now I am writing this I just remember I was kind of writing about the same subject, so I stop. It won’t help while I keep moaning about it.

I am really badly looking forward to my next appointment (actually a real psychologist I saw on my appointment card, phew that has been a while)

At work it went alright, I had to lead a groepsession with all men. We did a quiz and who answered a question right got a point. To make it a little competative. They didn’t seem to really like it, but they al participated well. 18th of june I and anoter someone working there, go with that same group of men to Emmen to a zoo. Sounds cool to me!

Website-name contest

Anyone who knows a good name for the site please send your idea in! (just comment)
I think I am in need of a new name…domain…who knows.

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The past Monday I failed to get my drivers license. I panicked after I understood that I needed to park the car. It was a narrow road so there wasn’t any possibility to park the car. I panicked and after that some minor mistakes like not looking good enough and stuff. Later on I was explained that I had to turn the car around instead of parking so if I had just heard that right, then there was a good chance nothing went wrong cause I wouldn’t have been in panic and stuff.

My next exam will be at 2th of July. I hope I will pass then.

School sucks again, I sure don’t know how I am going to finish this year. Also my parents want me to get a job for summer. So I probably am going to work at GAMMA in the shop. But I don’t look forward to that I really think I need to get a break, I mean I have been working so hard the past year, did do everything again for better and for worse. But I am still standing. And won’t I go over the top when I have to work 5 days a week? No rest, and I haven’t got any the whole year is my feeling.

I am tired, and medication is not helping that! Tomorrow my blood gets checked again for the right dose. Maybe to start lowering it. Don’t know whats best, I sure don’t want to get back like I was,… Or maybe do? It sure is easier in a weird way, not that I liked it. Definately not! So this is better but it doesn’t feel like it or something, it’s hard.

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