So today I went to UMC Utrecht, the hospital I talked about. It indeed was weird to walk the ‘famous route’ again. In some weird way I was hoping to see some who knew me from my period staying there, and then have the big ‘look at me now!’ show, but no I didn’t saw anyone. I was too late for the appointment, cause; my dad! Anyways the reception called her that I arrived, and 10 seconds? later she was there again.
It was actually pretty cool to answer Nooooooooo to most questions she had for me while my answers always where like “Yes *sigh* very much”. So I can really say I’m doing better! She also mentioned right away that I was looking good, and she could see I was doing better. So we where already finished in 1.5 hours. And got the nice check with money muawhahah (I thought that was only for the first times but no). In about 9 months I have to come back again, then again the same tests and stuff but this time also a MRI(I thought) and some other scan thing.

I started yesterday with a painting of my sister, as a present for her birthday (which is tomorrow) and today I have finished it!

So I think I have decided to call myself sick for tomorrow (I know maybe a bit weak) but I don’t think the time is right, I should/could do it better when I’m more accepted and proven myself that I can handle a job in psychiatry.

This evening I probably will go to darts, haven’t been there a while.