Ah well does perfect even exists? I mean like, perfect isn’t good enough, it can always be better than perfect, right?

Today was that meeting about schizophrenia where we watched the movie “A beautiful mind”. I had seen the movie once before and remembered that when I watched it the first time even though I knew the subject I first didn’t realise it before he went to the psychiatric hospital. It’s a good movie that shows you how a schizophrenic mind can be. It’s rather difficult to say how to handle it, sometimes you can just go with them in their believing, sometimes it’s better to say that you see things differently for example.

Tomorrow I have to go to UMC Utrecht, the hospital where I have been for like 9 months for my problems. I have to come because I participated in a test where they want to get to know about psychoses under adolescents, I had to come back after 9, 18, and 24 months and now it has been 18 months after my last checkup so. I think it will be very weird to come back there, see everything, maybe see some people who knew me and stuff.

But today was a good day, a very interesting day!