So I had like over 200 spam comments!!!! Took me a while to delete the mother fuckers!

I joined another fanlisting: Modern Way

I bought a laptop Toshiba Portege M200, it’s a tablet notebook.

Today I actually started again with some assignments for school I was really lacking motivation for a while but today it went fine.

I also have a new therapist and he seems great! I really liked him and the way he was talking to me, and listening. He gave me an article about introversion, while everybody sees that as an disadvantage in this community there are actually advantages! In this world extraversion is more accepted and needed, and introversion is seen as a sort of illness which is not good.

So basically he asked me what do I still need, and I don’t know while I have been thinking about that for a while. I’m normally functioning but to say I’m happy? No. But do I accept de 6 or do I want more? Is there more? Do I accept my social behavior, or do I want to do better? Can I do better? All very difficult questions and he just fully understood what I said about it. Now we are going to make a new plan for how to go on, and how to reach the goals. I look forward to the next appointment when he will also come with ‘solutions’ options how to reach the things I mentioned.

I have like 8/9 weeks to go for my study this year it will be a hard task to make all those assignments. The good thing is I will always go to 2th year. But I have to do the remaining assignments I didn’t finish next year. So it costs time in the end.

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Phew what a day, I’m like really tired!  I was at my work thing (I really don’t know how to call it it’s not really work I need to do it for school so)  and arround 16.00 I had 2 hours of driving lessons!

Work was cool, kooking and making cards with the people. Not for everyone though it is going well and I really try to do something for them and at least listen to their stories.  around 14.30 the people who like go singing and I helped with that too, not that I can sing! That was finished at like uhm 15.40 and at 16.00 the car for my driving lessons drove for the building and I was like soooo tired and sleepy and was like “oh nooo do I have to?” but yeah I had.

Driving is going average I have had like 30 lessons now (I think) and I am totally not capable of parking and all other difficult stuff! It is really a lot harder then I thought it should be! 19th May is my exam I believe, so the time is getting shorter!

I bought 2 dvd’s the other day:

Good Will Hunting and I am Sam, the first one I have just finished watching it sure is a good movie but I must say I expected more of it but it is worth watching.

Thanks for the comment: Shane

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